.

its hard to love someone if i dont even know that i love him or not :\ hmm,
i love this part of lyric from backstreet boys :

*Cs everytime I breathe I take u in and my heart beats again..

im having fun just now,skipping school and lepak-ing dkt ruumah fareesya with najat and jieja.
we made stupidd videos,snapping pictures and lots more
i love them :)

crap

*my results exam drop, wth yooo --''
*i should get rid of my negative thinking



quote fer todayy (about him) :
your smile can took me to another timing


heh :8D

:(

i think tht im so hopeless now,hm.nak buat ape kan? :(
takpela,start a new loife without boys.
i mean without a 'special'boy even i know its hard to forget him.
huhhh :\
exam pertengahan thun sumpah teruk
pastu exm bm kertas paper 2 bahagian a hilang
hilang 20 marks
wtf!:(:(
sedih gile doh.
bad dayy bad dayy
holly crap!

love?

love?does this thing really exist?grr,its hard fer me to fall fer boys,but this korean-face boy,he makes my heart pound when i see him. he makes me speechless .but heck yeahh,its really hard to say those 3 words to youu. hurmm :\

i dont know where i STAND with youu
and i dont know what i MEAN for you
all i know is BE with you :(

SABAH!

pagi tadi baru balik dari sabah ^____^
best gileee,i miss all the memories <3
abg syahir jatuh tetibe dlm bas mase dye tgah tido
macam nangka busuk,gedebukk
gile ahh,buat malu je :b
pastumase kat sabah ramai budak lelaki tepikat kt budak2 sabah haha
antarenye shazree,nadzim,muza dan lain2 :b
mase dkt airport smlm ,gossip gossip dgn adib n nazrul
bes gila ahh :D
pastu mase malam kebudayaan kat sabah kitorg kne bwt psembahan
so buat lah tarian jawa sbb mewakili selangor an
padahal tu hentam2 je,aduihh lawak.
haha,best lah pks kali ni
cume hos dye je kne peramah sikit haha
pastu kat sane pegi pasar phillipine
beli gelang,brooch and much more
mase tu nak cari gelang untuk abg i
so i ikut lah nazrul
pastu kitorg beli 3 gelang
menyesal i tak ambil ade gelang wane hitam tuu,lawa kot :b
emm,tu je la kot,
till then,bubyee

:O

i just watched 'one liter of tears' on youtube

aya inspires me a lot

well,im in the middle of nowhere

wth am i talking about

semalam i jumpe alia,

she was perfectly gorgeous :)

hmmphh,tadi pergi uma iela,

dye bagi some sort of 'nasihat'

hee.

is it exagerating to say i love you?

yes it is :

for now,i dont know what to do

i dont know if it the right thing to do

btw,muke haruto same macam *&%^

as i've said before

evrything that i do remings me of him

heeehhh :8D

HAHA :d

I miss fareesya and najat a lott

maybe sbb i havent seen them in this hols ,yet

and,i'll miss eyta too

my classmate,she'll change school to johor

well,my class will be lagi sunyi lahh

i tak tau nak tulis ape dah ;)

xoxoxoxoxox

Crush

I've never met any guy like that.whom i easily attracted to.People kept asking, ''why on earth do you like him?'',''whats so special about him''.But fer me,hes like a magnet who keep makes me want to get him,.Hes like a drug to me.Loving him is like breathing.Can you ever imagine how can i ever stop?every second saw him,he makes me nervous.And yes,I've kept this feeling alone fer almost 1 year.Before, i've tried to forget him,ignored this feeling.But now,i know. Hes all i ever wanted.Honestli,i never felt this wayy before.Evry single day i think of him ,dream of him.Some says to tell him about my feelings.But im not tht strong enough to face all the possibilities that might happen.im afraid tht hell reject me or make me feel like an idiot nor a total loser.idk what am i suppose to do.For god sake,this feeling is like no others.Hes the most decent guy ive ever met.kinda.


p/s :luahan hati dan perasaan.jangan nak mengomen.haha