Crush

I've never met any guy like that.whom i easily attracted to.People kept asking, ''why on earth do you like him?'',''whats so special about him''.But fer me,hes like a magnet who keep makes me want to get him,.Hes like a drug to me.Loving him is like breathing.Can you ever imagine how can i ever stop?every second saw him,he makes me nervous.And yes,I've kept this feeling alone fer almost 1 year.Before, i've tried to forget him,ignored this feeling.But now,i know. Hes all i ever wanted.Honestli,i never felt this wayy before.Evry single day i think of him ,dream of him.Some says to tell him about my feelings.But im not tht strong enough to face all the possibilities that might happen.im afraid tht hell reject me or make me feel like an idiot nor a total loser.idk what am i suppose to do.For god sake,this feeling is like no others.Hes the most decent guy ive ever met.kinda.


p/s :luahan hati dan perasaan.jangan nak mengomen.haha